I have my doubts but no one makes me happier. No one makes me smile more. There is no one i want more when i am upset or something happens. There is no one else i could dream of wanting next to me through everything. and i know he feels the same.
Fuck his family. Fuck you to his dad. I’m not giving him up for you.
Even if i have doubts, thats normal. My biggest worry is our age gap. if he dies first, how do i go on without him.
I may be young and I may ‘have my whole life ahead of me still’ but i want to spend it with him.
He is everything to me.